Happy Friday!!!

Hello again all, I have been remiss in my blogging, and for that I apologize. I indend to blog DAILY for the next 30 days though…(lofty goal for one who couldn’t even manage WEEKLY, eh? But I’ll try!! :-p)

SO, Friday is a wonderful day for most. Means the end of the work or school week and the beginning of the weekend. Huzzah! Well, it means that to me as well, but it ALSO means it’s PegIntron night. Every Friday night when I get home, after changing out of my work clothes, petting my dog, and getting a hug from my husband, I get my trusty little box-o-meds and off we go. So that will be my evening…I will write a new blog tomorrow, and I should have my next entry for my “What Is” Series next week Friday. Up next: “What IS MF?”

Happy Weekend, All!

Lina

What IS PV?

What is PV?

You may remember in my last issue regarding MPNs as a whole, over the next few weeks I plan on breaking down each of the 3 main MPNs (PV, ET, and MF).

 I will start with Polycythemia Vera(we will be addressing Primary Polycythemia).

PolyCythemia Vera

Poly-Greek for many

Cythemia(Made up of 2 words) Kytos – Greek word meaning Cell and

Haima – Greek word meaning Blood.

Vera – From the word Verus, meaning true. 

To sum that up: Many blood cells floating around in the blood stream.

PV affects all of the hematopoietic bone marrow elements, meaning all the blood cells produced in the marrow are increased. This can lead to a variety of different issues and symptoms including, but not limited to headaches, itching(unique to PV), dizziness, abdominal pain(due to enlarged spleen or possibly liver) increased risk of blood clots, and stroke.

As I said in the issue before, each of these MPNs can be very difficult to diagnose, as the symptoms can be difficult to pinpoint, and often lend themselves easily to a variety of diseases. I think I will go through and answer the same some of the same questions as in the first entry, applying them to PV.

How are you diagnosed with that disease/condition/thing?

How do they treat it?

When will it be cured?

As with most MPNs, PV can often be discovered after some other event/illness/diagnosis. Regardless of how the disease is initially discovered, there are several criteria that must be present to help verify which MPN you are dealing with. Most commonly diagnosis happens after a series of blood tests; Complete Blood Count (CBC), Comprehensive Metabolic Panel (CMP), and often Bone Marrow Biopsy (BMB). What the doctor is looking for in aCBCis an abnormal increase in blood cell amounts. Red cells, white cells, platelets, everything. With a BMB your doctor will be looking at bone marrow abnormalities and genetic markers in the marrow.

Treatment for PV varies by patient. Treatment ranges from watch and wait, or phlebotomy, to prescription medications like Hydroxyurea or Anagrelide(More common for ET patients, but  PV can take it as well). Phlebotomy is basically blood letting. When counts get too high, a patient will go to the clinic, and a unit or so of blood will be removed from their body, thus lowering blood counts.

As for a cure, this is the same as with any MPN. There is no “cure” per se. The disease can be managed thru treatment, and one can live a normal life with little to no interference from the disease.

 I do not claim to know all there is to know about ANY myeloproliferative neoplasm for that matter…. I am sure that I missed something here, but this is just my general understanding, and the way I would explain it to someone who knew nothing about PV. I would like to take this opportunity to invite PV patients to add to this. Particularly things like “What do you wish you had known at diagnosis that no one told you?”

What IS an MPN?

I have been asked what exactly an MPN is by many people: friends, family, co-workers random strangers at the doctor’s office(so, what are YOU in for…?)… and I have struggled over the years with finding a good way to explain it. I have come up with a couple of silly analogies about a factory going haywire and I also dabble with the more technical explanations from time to time…but that tends to leave me with blank stares… or they smile and nod along with me, meanwhile I can see the information going in one ear and out the other……

In this first of four articles, I am going to try to find concise ways to explain MPNs as a whole. In the subsequent entries I will try to do the same for each ET, PV and MF.

SO…here goes.

If we break down the words they give a pretty good working definition.

Myeloproliferative Neoplasm:

Myelo -From the Greek Muelos which means marrow

Proliferative/Proliferation -to grow or multiply by rapidly producing new tissue

Neoplasm – an abnormal growth of body tissue

So basically…the bone marrow produces lots and lots of cells that do not belong there. That is my basic working definition of a Myeloproliferative Neoplasm. It’s simple, not very technical, and it doesn’t tend to leave people’s eyes glazed over. For a lot of people, that is a fine answer, and they don’t need to know anything else.

Others want to know more, though. How did you find out about/were diagnosed with that disease/condition/thing, “is it …you know….(whisper)cancer?”, how do they treat it, when will it be cured, etc etc….Come to think of it…those are all questions that patients ask too. I have probably asked all of these questions a few times. I’ll try and answer these the way they were explained to me, and the way I understand them…so…these words might not make any sense whatsoever once they exit my head….

We’ll start with the first question. How is one diagnosed? From what I have seen, read, and heard from other patients, an MPN diagnosis is typically secondary to another condition/event. I do not know statistics on this at the moment, but the majority of people I have spoken to were diagnosed after a heart attack, stroke or blood clot. That is not the only way these diseases are diagnosed. Sometimes they are discovered during routine blood work, or during a physical, but more commonly they are diagnosed after a major event. Part of the reason for this could be that symptoms of MPNs are fairly generic, and that makes it difficult to pinpoint their origin. For example I had bruising, headaches and fatigue. Put those three symptoms into a web search…and you’ll come up with 4,310,000 search results. If you pull up one of those Internet Diagnostic Websites(I won’t use the name here…but I bet you all know what I mean…) it pulls up 127 different possible diagnoses, from acute stress to cat scratch fever… So it’s easy to see why someone could go undiagnosed for a while. Once it is narrowed down to an MPN, there are different diagnostic criteria for each of the different conditions. The doctor will use these criteria to determine diagnosis and from there he or she will decide on the patient’s treatment.

“Is it…you know…(whisper) cancer?” I have never understood why people get so reverent, (or I guess fearful is more likely) of a word? Is it going to jump out and infect you if it hears you speak of it? Don’t worry, it can’t hear you…you can say the word. This is a bit of a touchy subject though. By its most basic definition (a disease caused by an uncontrolled division of abnormal cells), then sure. MPNs are a kind of cancer. They are not generally defined as malignant (the tendency of a condition to be come progressively worse, and eventually lead to death) conditions though. (unless they are positive for the Philadelphia Chromosome, in which case you are most likely looking at Chronic myelogenous leukemia – which is another issue unto itself) Prior to the 2008 decision by the World Health Organizations, we called these conditions MPDs Myeloproliferative DISORDERS. There are people who feel that after the WHO changed the classification from Myeloproliferative DISORDERS to Myeloproliferative NEOPLASMS, that somehow they have magically become something else. That isn’t true. The fundamental nature of the diseases has not changed. What has changed is their classification. (Which almost seems to have been done for coding/paperwork purposes really) MPNs contain many of the same symptoms that you might see in a lot of different diseases, so instead of leaving them off in their own lonely little category, they have been lumped in with everything else. For some people the word “cancer” is very intimidating, so they prefer not to have it attached to their condition, which is fine. To me though, cancer is just a word. It won’t jump out and bite you, nor should you allow it to affect your outlook on your treatment.

 As far as treatment goes, this will vary by disease, and also by patient. Treatments can include anything from watch and wait and periodic blood work all the way up to a bone marrow transplant. I will get more in depth about treatments in the next few articles. In some cases the treatment is almost worse than the symptoms of the disease that it treats (which is true for pretty much any disease). There are some people who feel that holistic treatments are the way to go. Honestly, I don’t know much about holistic treatments, and (as narrow minded as this may be…) I personally feel more comfortable sticking with conventional scientific methods. I know I know… “why do you want to put those nasty chemicals in your body…?” Well, those nasty chemicals have been through many years of clinical trials, countless tests, reviewed by hundreds of patients, doctors, clinicians, and scientists, and that’s just how I feel comfortable. It may be different for others, and I encourage them to seek out the (well researched, please) therapy that they are comfortable with.

When will I be cured? Well, that’s a good question with a simple answer. I won’t be cured. MPNs are chronic diseases. The way my doc puts it “Plan to live a long life with this”. Well that’s comforting…sort of. All the doctors I have seen (1 hem/onc who had never seen an MPN before in his practice, and 2 very well respected hem/oncs who deal almost entirely with MPN patients) all tell me that yes, I will have ET forever, but that it will almost certainly NOT be the cause of my ultimate demise. The majority of MPN patients that I know who have passed away over the years did NOT die of anything to do with their MPN diagnosis. Most died of old age, some were complications of another disease,, etc. That is not to say that MPNs can not cause death, or that they are not serious. They are. Owing to the difficulty in diagnosis, MPNs have probably caused more deaths than we know about. Even though these diseases are not “curable” exactly, you can still live a nice full happy life, with minimal intrusion from your disease once you have gotten the proper treatment.

So there it is. That is my very general outline, and answers to the basic questions that I have heard most often. Over the next few weeks I will be getting more specific about the types of MPNs ET, PV, and MF. Stay tuned for the next entries!

Next Entry: What is PV?

Vindicated….

I had an appointment today with my hem/onc. The blood counts look good, Platelets 699K (which for me is pretty darn grerat. Typically they are twice as high 🙂 )

I would love to continue on with how awesome my blood counts are currently….but I am distracted by something at the moment. I feel extremely vindicated today. I was told that the medication I am on (you know the one….the one my doc refused to let me use for months, the one I had to fight and scratch and beg to get prescribed….) is working far better than he ever thought it would. I couldn’t help but grin from ear to ear and say that I was glad to hear it. Inside I was gloating a little bit…..

He is even talking about putting it into use with some of his other patients. So…here’s my favorite line again, everybody…Do not take no for an answer. Fight for what you want in life. Be it in your love life, your social life, or your medical treatment.

Never give in. Always fight.

That’s all for now 🙂

The Prodigal Blogger Returns!

After a brief hiatus from posting, I am back 🙂

This will be a quick post, but I promise to extend it tonight when I get home.

As far as my ET….lately it has been kicking my behind. I am exhausted all the time, bruising easily, the pain my side (spleen) is getting steadily more constant, and I am getting discouraged with the PegIntron now.

For now I am off to work some more, but I will update this later.

Lina

PegIntron Update

PegIntron: Weeks Number Seven and Eight
 
I have been somewhat remiss lately in my posts. Things have been a little crazy in my life…getting married in a few weeks…. so please forgive me for being terrible at this…I am going to attempt to rectify that now J
 
Lately the side effects on dose-day  have been pretty much the same, the headache and body aches last pretty much all evening, but are easier to tolerate no, I guess because I am expecting them. When I am active after dosing I feel much better than if I lay on the couch and try to relax. So lately Friday nights are spent doing dishes or tidying the house to keep me from feeling so bad. Weird that doing chores makes me feel better, eh? Oh well…if it works, it works.
 
Lately I have been an emotional basket case. I can’t decide if it is side effects of the meds or not. The drug info warns you to watch out for emotional changes, possible depression, or anxiety etc. Well…one minute I am furious, and taking it out on my poor fiancé, the next I am happy-go-lucky, and then I’m bawling my eyes out. I am having a hard time deciding if this is due to the meds or if perhaps it is just wedding stress making me crazy…er…than usual. Either way, after talking to my GP, she prescribed me a low dose of citalopram (Celexa) to help level me out. This will help me for a couple of reasons…One: hopefully to keep me on a more even keel, so I don’t drive my fiancé and the rest of my family completely insane, and Two: Celexa is an SSRI (Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitor). Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) decrease serotonin uptake from the blood by platelets. Because platelets do not synthesize serotonin, platelet serotonin content is decreased (http://asheducationbook.hematologylibrary.org/content/2011/1/391.full#ref-15)
 
It took me several weeks of feeling like something was wrong, and driving everyone in my life crazy with my mood swings and bad attitude before I finally contacted my GP about the way I was feeling. I broke my own cardinal rule about being a proactive patient…*Sigh* we all slip sometimes. Part of me wasn’t sure if this had to do with my meds, or if it was just stress, or what it was. I was trying not to jump to conclusions, but had a sneaking suspicion that it was connected somehow, but I had a hard time dealing with it.
 
I will let you know how it goes on the emotional front after it has been a bit longer. It’s only been 2 days at this point, so…too early to tell.
 
I am going to quit rambling now…lol. I’ll update again on Friday after my next dose.

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Cold/Flu/Thing

So…..the goal for me in taking PegIntron is to lower my platelets…thus far the only thing that it has lowered has been my white count. This was very evident this week because somehow I managed to get a cold/flu/viral-something.

On Monday evening I started noticing a sore throat and a bit of a tickle that just wouoldn’t go away. Tuesday I went to work feeling pretty awful, headache, body aches, cough, congestion etc. Wednesday I stayed home, went to the doctor. She told me that it seems to be viral. We did a strep culture which came back negative, thankfully. But since that leaves us with “viral”, I am not terribly thrilled. She has me taking my vicodin to help with the cough…Hydrocodone is the ingredient in prescription cough medicine anyway, so all I’m missing is the syrup. Between the mucinex I’m taking and the vicodin to help relax the cough I am feeling pretty crummy.

I am really hoping to feel better soon though…this weekend is my bachelorette party and bridal shower…so anyone out there, please cross your fingers for me that this goes away…and fast!!

That’s all for now. I’ll have a new post on Friday after my 4th dose of PegIntron!

Bye for now,

Lina

Dose 3

It’s that time again…

I just completed my 3rd dose about an hour ago. So far no real side effects yet. My belly hurts where I injected…it feels like a bruise, or a bee sting peerhaps..though I’ve never been stung by a bee, so I guess I can’t really use that description, can I?

Anywho…I spoke a bit too soon when I said no side effects…the headache is starting already. That’s pretty quick compared to the last two times…it could be a coincidence of course. I may just have a normal headache.

Scratch that…it’s starting. That’s pretty quick. After my first dose it took about 4 hours for the side effects to hit. Last week it took 2 hours or so, with full-blown side effects being about 3-4 hours post-dose…today it’s starting just over an hour later. The headache is definitely here. The nausea will be next, if this is like the last two. Then the joint aches and the and general misery.

I’m going to go take a couple of aspirin and see if that helps…

If you are interested in my pics from this dose, check out my twitter feed @linampn

dose 2 days 2-7

Quick update before my dose tonight….
 
Days 2-7
The only continuous side effect this week was headache and nausea/lack of appetite. The headache I just pop an aspirin for once in a while…the nausea/lack of appetite…eh…I don’t mind it so much. I’m winning our “biggest loser” competition at the office now because of it! lol…I’m looking at the bright side, I know that’s not actually healthy long term so if it doesn’t get better, I’ll talk to my doc about it.

That’s it for now…new entry this evening 5:30 or 6:00pm cst